"Yesterday’s Shore 
Leave"
or
"I Can’t Help Falling in Love with You"
Lieutenant Stev
Lieutenant T'Ayia Llire
 
		Historian’s Note: This story takes place 
		on board the USS Lexington approximately two years before Stev’s shuttle 
		"accident"
Helm Log 11.IX.2308:
We have docked at Starbase 27. Umbilical power 
lines and pressurized gangways have been extended and secured. Helm is at 
standby.
Stev set the appropriate systems at his station 
to standby and leaned back in his seat, his mind on thoughts other than the 
bridge of the Lexington. He stood and walked to center seat.
"Captain?"
"Yes, Lieutenant?" replied the deep vibrato of 
the commanding officer.
"I am requesting the use of the Essex for my 
shore leave, sir."
Bo Donati arched his eyebrow in a most non-Vulcan 
manner, the grin on his face giving way to a knowing smile. "What's wrong with 
the commercial transports, Stev?"
"Nothing, they are adequate for their function. 
The Essex is in need of a complete systems workout to make sure it is 
functioning to specified norms. The repairs it needed after our last mission 
have been made and it needs an experienced pilot to put it through its paces.
"That is a logical reason isn't it Lieutenant. 
Yes, you and T'Aiya may use the Essex to get to Earth. Just don't run out of 
gas," he concluded with a grin.
Stev suppressed his comment and nodded. He then 
made his way to communications. His friend Ensign Cary would have to help him 
with one last preparation before he packed. Buffy readily agreed to help the 
Vulcan out. She assured him that the matter would be taken care of discreetly. 
Stev wondered to himself as he left the bridge, why his crewmates were taking 
such an active interest in his and T’Aiya’s shore leave.
Stev packed what few casual clothes he had and 
left his quarters. He still needed to drop Phread off at Richard’s quarters 
before he left and for some reason the thought of having T'Aiya see the Essex in 
the disarrayed state it was currently in was almost enough to provoke an 
emotional response.
From the communications console on the bridge, 
Ensign Buffy Cary paged T'Aiya in her quarters. She had just notified Stev of 
the completed arrangements in Paris and wondered why this Vulcan couple would 
want to go to Earth. Before she could answer herself, T'Aiya answered at her 
computer.
"Lieutenant Llire," Buffy began, "prepare to 
receive a transmission from Starfleet Headquarters. Instructions were to deliver 
the message directly to you rather than your e-mail."
"Understood Lieutenant." Responded T'Aiya as she 
put a disk in the computer console to receive the message. "You may begin 
download."
After signing off from Lieutenant Llire, Buffy 
wondered briefly what all the protocol was about. The message was not classified 
and the captain had already been informed of the unusual procedure. He did ask 
to see the message, but then gave permission for her to deliver it. She even 
read it herself, as it was her job to screen anything that seemed unusual. All 
the message said was that T'Aiya had permission to do some research in the 
Starfleet Communications Archives. Then the console lit up, demanding Buffy's 
attention and she forgot about the incident, she had more important matters to 
attend to.  
In her quarters, T'Aiya read the message that had 
been downloaded onto a disk she had prepared for this particular file. With the 
stroke of a key on her keyboard, the message developed a second layer. With 
another stroke, a brief, hidden message was revealed. 
"Your request to view the communiqué originating 
from the Romulan Empire for the date you specified is granted. It will be 
waiting for you at the appointed place, computer address included. Your 
cooperation in this matter is appreciated."
T'Aiya memorized the computer address of the 
"appointed place" and deleted the message, as well as the specialized program 
that revealed the hidden part of the message. As far as she knew, no one would 
ever be able to decode the hidden part of the message without the program. Even 
though it would remain in the ships archives, the message itself was programmed 
so that the hidden message would deteriorate after twenty four hours. 
She was finally beginning to look forward to the 
shore leave she and Stev had planned to take on Earth. T'Aiya had been quite 
willing to stay shipside, as she had a lot of work to catch up on after being 
incapacitated from her incident in engineering, but both Doctors Sarak and 
T'Kara had insisted she take leave.  
Sarak had tried to talk T'Aiya into going to 
Vulcan with him, but she would not hear of it. T'Aiya's family still wanted 
nothing to do with her and in spite of Sarak's best intentions; T'Aiya saw no 
reason to stir old memories. When Stev asked her to accompany him to Earth, 
T'Aiya saw the opportunity to visit the many arboretums and Xenolife centers 
available there as well as spend some quality time with the man who was becoming 
more important to her. Given the deepening nature of their relationship, T’Aiya 
also knew that it was time to tell Stev her secrets.  
For the first time, T'Aiya turned her attention 
to packing the few items she felt she would need.
Stev walked to the shuttlebay where the Essex sat 
on her berth. While he conducted a pre-flight walk around and manually checked 
all her systems, he spot-cleaned the pristine shuttle. The Essex checked out 
optimum on all levels but Stev was still unsatisfied with her appearance. Stev 
thought to the poetry from Terra's mid-twentieth century of which he was so 
fond. He now had an idea why poetry about mating rituals of adolescent humans 
seemed to spend in inordinate amount of time talking about ground conveyances. 
Stev smiled to himself and whistled the tune to a poem he had recently finished 
translating, "Little Deuce Coupe". He then pick up a cloth and began polishing 
the Essex's exterior as he waited for T'Aiya to arrive.
T’Aiya arrived momentarily carrying her duffle. 
She approached the shuttle opposite the side that Stev was currently polishing. 
Stev could feel his pulse quicken at her approach. His telepathy was beginning 
to key in on her presence. They had been dating for a little over a year and he 
found himself thinking more and more of a ‘them’ when thinking ahead: ‘What will 
we do for dinner?’; ‘Shall we go see the concert in the ship’s lounge?’.
"I am over on this side T’Aiya," he said loud 
enough for her to hear.
"How did you know it was me?" She called back.
Stev stopped polishing the now gleaming exterior 
and walked around the front of the shuttle to find his shonmano. "If I were 
human I would undoubtedly say something romantic at this point. Since I am not, 
I shall simply tell you that I am beginning to telepathically sense your 
presence."
"But we, as a race, are touch telepaths."
"True but in this instance as in all things 
Vulcan, I am somewhat of an anomaly when it comes to our race."
T’Aiya smiled, "Stev you are the master of the 
understatement."
Stev, in the Vulcan equivalent of a kiss, brushed 
the first two fingers of his right hand against her face and smiled back. He 
took her bag, palmed the hatch, and in a two-handed gesture indicated she should 
enter.  
After making sure that each of them were strapped 
in Stev fired up the Essex’s engines.
"Essex to Lexington," Stev said as he toggled the 
communications channel.
"Go ahead," Buffy’s voice came clearly over the 
comm.
"Requesting permission to depart."
Instead of Buffy’s voice Captain Donati’s 
answered back. "Permission granted, Lieutenant. Just make sure you fill the tank 
and have T’Aiya home by midnight."
As laughter from the bridge echoed across the 
comm line, Stev replied, "Aye sir." Closing the channel he looked at T’Aiya’s 
amused expression.
"I believe our shipmates are having a good laugh 
at our expense," she said.
"I concur. Though you will notice our Captain did 
not specify which midnight I need to have you home by."
Un-Vulcanlike laughter filled the tiny craft as 
it departed the Lexington’s shuttlebay.
The Essex sliced through the quiet emptiness of 
space with a grace and sense of purpose that belied the conversation taking 
place inside.
"What do you mean you don't want to go to 
Graceland?" Stev asked T’Aiya. "I was planning on showing you the home of the 
legendary 20th century poet Elvis Presley." For some time he had been planning 
on sharing this momentous portion of the trip with the woman who meant so much 
to him.
"That was thoughtful of you Stev," T'Aiya 
replied. "But I do have business that needs attended to with Starfleet 
Communications Archives; it will only take half a day," she paused. There simply 
isn't enough time for all that you have planned on this shore leave," she added 
thinking of Stev’s rather lengthy list ‘must sees’ and shook her head. "Besides, 
I would rather spend time walking through an arboretum than reliving the poetry 
of Mr. Presley."
Stev arched his eyebrow, "Unless I am mistaken, 
you show a clear dislike of Mr. Presley's work."
"Let's just say that after my tour of duty on the 
Exeter, too much of anything will take its toll on someone. Now what about the 
rest of the trip?"
"I had planned on landing at the Des Moines 
spaceport since the arboretum is in Des Moines and Admiral Kirk’s birthplace is 
only a short tram ride away. It should not take me too long to get to Memphis 
and back. I had then thought about the two of us taking the tram to Riverside to 
visit the Kirk memorial after the arboretum and then taking the Essex to the 
special surprise tonight."  
T'Aiya arched her left eyebrow at Stev's last 
comment. An almost imperceptible look of resignation crossed her face before she 
replied, "That is the most logical course of action, and Des Moines would be 
fine. I can access the Communications Archives from Starfleet Offices located 
there, and I would rather visit the arboretum with you."
Stev smiled inwardly as he caught her reaction, 
"What about Neila?" he inquired. "It has been very quiet." Stev thought that the 
little shifter would have been more than excited about this trip.
"As you know" T'Aiya explained, "Neila does not 
actually sleep. Even when I am resting, it keeps a meditative watch over me. I 
am, after all, its host and its survival does depend on mine and vice versa. 
However, especially after aiding me through my recent injuries from our last 
mission, even shifters like Neila need to rest."  
T'Aiya gently caressed the golden-spotted, 
bangle-shaped, shifter that was wrapped so tightly against her wrist, something 
she would not do in front of many people. However, T'Aiya, after more than a 
year of being around him, was feeling more and more comfortable around Stev 
lately. She did find it disconcerting that there was no response from her little 
companion, even though she knew its injuries were severe.  
"For the duration of our shore leave and perhaps 
a little while after, Neila will be in something of a deep trance, unaware of 
events or its surroundings. It is my turn to look after Neila's safety during 
this time. This rest is quite overdue and Neila is very deep into it."
Stev said nothing as he brought the Essex in for 
a landing. The little craft settled into dock in the Des Moines spaceport 
smoothly and efficiently. Stev opened the hatch when she had nestled to a stop.
 
As the pair began walking towards the terminal 
Stev asked, "How much time do you need to access those files from Starfleet's 
archives T'Aiya?"
"Three hours should be enough time."
"That is fine; the trip to Memphis will take 
approximately 20 minutes. The tour of Graceland will take approximately 90 
minutes. Shall we meet at the arboretum at 1500 hours?"
"That is acceptable. I will see you then."
Stev caught a transport bound for Memphis as 
T'Aiya boarded the downtown tram.
20 minutes later Stev was walking through 
Memphis. He walked with his feet ten feet off of Beale. However without T’Aiya, 
did he really feel the way he felt? He had purchased an information PADD about 
Elvis at the Memphis terminal. He opted for voice output so he could absorb the 
information and reach his destination quickly. The device lit up and began its 
narration.
"Elvis Aaron Presley is one of the most well 
known personalities of the twentieth century. His songs have been translated 
into every major language of Earth, Andorian, both major groups of Vulcan, as 
well as many other languages of the Federation. Work is now underway to 
translate his poetry into Klingon as part of the cultural exchange between..." 
Stev paused the oration and scanned the PADD for information on Elvis's home as 
he turned onto Union Avenue. He half expected to see the ghost of Elvis but did 
not.
"Graceland," the PADD started its new narrative. 
"Graceland was Elvis's home for most of his adult life. It survived intact, the 
Eugenics wars of the late twentieth century as well as the nuclear holocaust of 
World War three. It is one of the few North American landmarks to survive 
unscathed." Stev stopped the device as he entered the line of people from all 
over the Federation waiting to gain admittance to the home of the king.
Stev's sharp eye noticed that he was the only 
Vulcan standing in line. He also noticed that he was receiving curious looks 
from the other tourists. Stev choose to ignore the stares. As he walked through 
the line he realized that most Vulcans would never have come to such a place 
which glorified such an illogical lifestyle. Stev thought about what attracted 
him to poetry of Terra's twentieth century and realized that it was an illogical 
notion, but he was attracted to the simple beauty of the imagery.
The tour encompassed the entire bottom floor of 
the residence. The tour guide explained that no one had been upstairs in nearly 
250 years. Stev walked silently amongst the group and began to wonder why a trip 
which he had been anticipating for some time was not meeting his expectations. 
The notion that he was missing something nagged at the back of Stev's mind 
throughout most of the tour. When the tour stopped in the Garden of Meditation, 
Stev gazed at the resting places of the Presley family. He had almost identified 
the piece that his subconscious kept saying was missing, when his gaze fell on 
the side by side graves of Elvis and his wife Priscilla. Stev knew what was 
missing from this trip to Memphis; he pulled out his communicator and requested 
a direct beam out to the Des Moines arboretum. He wasn't going to let the 
missing piece go missing much longer.
The trip to the Des Moines spaceport had been 
blissfully uneventful. After all the excitement on the Lexington, T'Aiya was 
grateful for the quiet journey. Even Stev’s occasional jokes branded with his 
own personal humor (though she did admit to herself she was beginning to 
appreciate that unusual aspect of her shonmano as well) did not dissuade her 
from appreciating the view of multitudes of stars extending out beyond the 
imagination and admiring each of the planets as they glistened like colorful 
gemstones as they approached the Sol system. As an engineer, T'Aiya did not get 
to see as much of the treasures of space as she would like. The view was, for 
her, a gift in itself.
After arriving at the Des Moines spaceport and 
arranging the rendezvous with Stev, T'Aiya headed directly for the Starfleet 
Communications Archives Annex in Des Moines, across the street from the 
gold-domed Capitol Building. As she approached the building, T'Aiya began to 
think about the information she might find. Before now, she had not allowed 
herself the luxury of pondering its content. Perhaps she was more afraid of what 
she would not find, and her Vulcan training would not allow her to speculate on 
what she did not know. It would have been a waste of time and energy and that 
was illogical. None-the-less, the very sensitive Antosioan part of her did tend 
to nag.  
The grounds around the Starfleet Office were 
perfectly landscaped. Trimmed, but not controlled, creating a very natural, 
relaxing atmosphere. As she entered the high ceilinged building, the huge room 
and simple decor reminded her of some of the official offices of Vulcan. A "get 
your business done" no-nonsense type of feeling. She approached the front desk 
and gave her name.
"Yes Lieutenant, if you will please go to room 
307, the files you requested have received special clearance, your eyes only, 
and are waiting for you," said a very professional receptionist.  
After a brief trip in the glass elevator, T'Aiya 
found room 307. She entered, locked the door, seated herself in the only chair 
and accessed the terminal. The room was simple a cubicle with one door and no 
windows, one computer terminal and one chair. All in a boring beige. 
T'Aiya accessed one of the files at the computer 
address she had received earlier. There were two files in two different 
locations. One location was quite obscure and it actually took a few moments to 
access the site. T'Aiya never found out exactly where that file came from or who 
provided it for her. She downloaded the data file from the obscure location and 
the communiqué from another.  
It was a more or less standard procedure. She 
would not be allowed to discuss the contents of this message with anyone without 
direct permission from Starfleet HQ. After going over all the conditions she 
must agree to prior to reading the communiqué and promising absolute secrecy via 
voice recording, T'Aiya was finally allowed to access the file.
The communiqué was the latest transmission from 
the Romulan Empire to Romulan operatives working within the Federation. The 
message did not say much beyond the usual updates, nothing terribly secret about 
its contents. T'Aiya proceeded to overlay the message with the data file as she 
had done on the Lexington with her first message. The last paragraph of the 
transmission held her attention.
"Attempts to transmit the schematic for the 
cloaking device failed. Lives were lost. Since the brave people who died in this 
effort cannot be honored in the Romulan Empire due to the secrecy of their 
mission, please see to it that their names are honored in the Federation. I have 
received information that my sister is alive in Federation’s space. Please find 
her and inform her I survive in Romulan space.
T’Azar Llire"
After several minutes, T'Aiya finally exhaled the 
breath she did not know she was holding. She remembered a story her father told 
her once, and only once.
T'Aiya was only seven at the time. They were 
sitting by the Emerald Falls of her homeworld. It was twilight and the double 
moons were just beginning to appear. The blue one was at quarter and the blue 
green at half. The last light of the setting sun was glinting off the playful 
waves of the small, gentle falls, sending opalescent green lighting through the 
water to touch the large, rose colored flowers that blossomed at the lakes edge.
 
It was here he told her how she was separated 
from her twin sister when they were both only three years old.  
A band of scavengers made up of different species 
had found their little planet. They seemed in a hurry and were clearly hostile. 
Her parents had taken the girls to hide in a well concealed cave. The scavengers 
knew the family was there by the small house they had found and were looking for 
slaves to sell.  
As her parents were making ready a trap, T’Azar 
had managed to wander out of the cave and quite a distance from the entrance. 
The scavengers found the cave with the help of a tracker and at that moment, 
T'Aiya’s father set an avalanche that completely sealed the entrance. 
Of course, the scavengers thought if there was 
anyone inside, they were or would soon be dead. Besides, the baby had been found 
wandering about. She would bring enough profit to make this stop worthwhile, no 
need to go digging about in rocks.
By the time T'Aiya and her family had exited the 
cave by another opening, the scavengers had left. Not having any spacecraft to 
follow them, T'Aiya’s parents could do nothing more than morn the loss of the 
child they would never see again.
T'Aiya had not thought about the story much. She 
was too young at the time to remember anything, much less her sister, and her 
parents never spoke of it again. Now her mind filled with hundreds of questions 
with no way to find the answers. She deleted the data file that decoded the 
document and closed the terminal.
In a very unVulcan, dazed manner that puzzled the 
receptionist who watched her leave, T'Aiya departed from the Communication 
Archives. She knew she was in a mild shock and was finding it difficult to 
concentrate. Somehow, she managed to hail a transport to go the Des Moines 
arboretum where she was to meet Stev.
T'Aiya entered the lobby of the Des Moines 
arboretum, still dazed and distracted. She was surprised to see Stev waiting for 
her. She had thought she would have some time alone to sort out what she had 
learned. Pulling on all her Vulcan discipline, T'Aiya approached her friend.
 
"Hello Stev. Did you enjoy your visit to 
Graceland?" T'Aiya said in a tone that was just a little more distant that she 
wanted. Control was difficult, but she felt herself becoming more balanced as 
she pushed all the events of the morning to the back of her mind, it would be 
dealt with later.  
The small smile that had started to form when 
Stev recognized her approach evaporated when he caught the tone of her voice. 
Logically he knew that whatever business she had at the communications archives 
had upset her enough so as to break her control. He knew that it should not be 
discussed now and that he would have to take her mind from her troubles.
"The visit was enough to hold my attention. 
Though it was not what I expected." He paused briefly. "I suggest that we 
explore the arboretum. There are many fascinating examples of native and off 
world flora."
T'Aiya simply nodded in agreement.
The Des Moines Botanical Gardens and Arboretums 
were expansive, covering approximately 50 acres. This included flora and fauna 
native to Earth as well as samples from many planets. There were numerous 
greenhouses, all with carefully controlled environments which ranged from 
weightlessness to excessive gravity and all types of atmospheres. T’Aiya had a 
fondness for Orchids and orchid type plants from all worlds. Since the 
Greenhouse of Exotics Type C for those type of exotics was in itself a one acre 
building, Stev suggested they concentrate there.  
As Stev and T'Aiya approached the building, Stev 
gently, unobtrusively offered T'Aiya his arm. T'Aiya, recognized his offer as 
one not only of his arm, but of his recognition of her distress in spite of her 
efforts to cover it, his respect for her privacy, and his support for whatever 
she might be going through. T’Aiya gracefully slipped her arm around and over 
his.  
The Greenhouse of Exotics Type C was almost 
transparent in the front and opaque toward the back to accommodate the different 
species of flowers inside. The Forward section was designed similar to the Royal 
Botanical Gardens just outside of London, with its high ceilings, conservative 
feel, yet typical greenhouse structure. As they entered the greenhouse, Stev and 
T'Aiya were greeted by intoxicating fragrance from the blooms of the Quilium.
"The Quilium are blooming," T'Aiya said, almost 
coming out of her distracted state. "I hope to acquire some of the specialized 
bulb while we are here. Neila enjoys them so."
As she thought back to the first time she and 
Neila had seen the Quilium bloom, she quickly put aside the memory and wondered 
just how much Stev knew about her heritage. Since he had been a communications 
officer, she was not sure how much information he was privy to. She stopped 
walking and gazed forward. If their relationship was to continue, he needed to 
know. She removed her arm from his and turned to face him.
Looking him squarely in the eye, "Stev," T'Aiya 
asked, "what do you know of my heritage?"
"Only what Starfleet Personnel Records show, that 
you are of Antosioan-Vulcan ancestry with Vulcan citizenship." Stev answered.
T'Aiya hesitated. In light of recent events and 
of the relationship that was growing between her and Stev, he deserved to be 
told.
"That is what the public records say," T'Aiya 
finally had the conviction to speak. "Starfleet Classified Personnel Records 
show that I also carry Romulan blood from my father’s side."  
T'Aiya fell silent in anticipation of Stev’s 
reaction. Although he had stepped away from traditional Vulcan ways, many 
Vulcans shun hybrids such as herself, and to have Romulan blood is to some, an 
unforgivable stain. She did not know how he stood on this issue. For the second 
time that day, T’Aiya was not aware that she was holding her breath.  
"Ah, that explains the discomfort you had on that 
classified mission into Romulan Space about nine months ago." Stev paused for a 
moment, he caught T'Aiya's intake of breath and realized that she was holding 
it. "Why do you bring it up now?" he asked.
"I... I needed to know if you held the same 
opinion of hybrids as most Vulcans," she stated in an almost quivering voice.
Stev arched his eyebrow. "I believe that the 
opinions of most Vulcans are shackles which hold them back. I have chosen to 
discover as much as I can about life and the lives of those around me," he 
paused. "I have discovered someone interesting in the person of T'Aiya Napa 
Llire." He gently grasped her shoulders in his hands, "That has not changed just 
because you have Romulan blood. I wish to go on discovering you as a person," 
releasing her shoulders he once again offered his arm, "Shall we continue our 
walk?" He could not help but smile as T'Aiya twined her arm once more through 
his.
The couple continued their walk past some of the 
most exotic species of plants the galaxy had spawned, through the darkened room 
which housed the Stelam Laggas of I'Vat. These flowers bloom only at night and 
only when exposed to specific emissions of starlight. Stev heard T'Aiya's intake 
of breath at the beauty surrounding them. He thought to himself that only one 
who lived among the stars could appreciate just how much like starlight the 
blossoms were.
They strolled through a hydroponics bay where 
edible plants of all kinds where grown. Stev made a mental note to pick up some 
Howya Beans from the gift shop. Genetically bred to grow on the harshest of 
planet surfaces, they should grow quite easily in the Lexington’s hydroponics 
bay. Stev wanted to try some because they purported to giving a euphoric lift to 
most humanoids across the galaxy.  
They entered a domed area of the arboretum. Stev 
noticed a comfortable rise in temperature but also began to feel the 
uncomfortable humidity of the room as well. Their attention was drawn to a large 
a sign proclaiming this room to be one the arboretum's prize displays. 
Biologists and geologists had labored many months to produce an active 
controlled volcano in the heart of fertile farmland. Once the volcano was active 
more scientists were called in to have it mimic the area needed to host the 
plants destined for this site. T'Aiya recognized it immediately.
"The Firefalls of Gal Gath'Thong," she said 
quietly.
"The fire falls from where?" Stev asked.
"No, The Firefalls of Gal Gath'Thong," she 
repeated a little more plainly her mind off her troubles momentarily. "The 
Il'Licep grows amongst the lava flows. They both need the molten rock to survive 
and also purify the rock as well. The plant stores the impuritants and coats 
them. When the plant has absorbed and coated as much as it can handle it spews 
out a pearl like object which is prized not only on Romulus but throughout the 
quadrant."
"I can't imagine why anyone would risk their life 
to run into a lava flow to get a gemstone, no matter how valuable." Stev stated.
"Those pearls are used in the Romulan irokaisha 
ceremony." she said flatly.
"Oh, the engagement ceremony. Now I understand 
why men would brave the falls."
"On Romulus the women do as well." T'Aiya replied 
a small smile forming at the corners of her mouth.
Stev absorbed that last comment and began 
thinking. He glanced back towards the falls as an idea formed. If it could be 
done it would fit in with the arrangements that Buffy had already made for him. 
It would be a risk, but what was it that someone had once said 'Risk is part of 
the game.'?
He glanced at his chronometer. There wasn't much 
time to get everything to fall into place and still make the reservations that 
had been made. He could tell from the look on T'Aiya's face that her thoughts 
were still on what ever news she had received earlier today.
"T'Aiya, did you not tell me earlier that you 
wanted to purchase some Quilium bulbs for the Lexington's arboretum?"
"Yes, I did. Thank you for reminding me Stev."
"I wanted to purchase some of the Howya Beans as 
well," Stev offered as a convenient excuse to head in the completely opposite 
direction. "I see that the arboretum will be closing in 30 minutes and the 
kiosks for these items are at opposite ends of the complex. Shall we meet at the 
exit in 30 minutes?"
"That would be acceptable. 30 minutes then."
T'Aiya walked off in the direction of the 
greenhouse. Stev watched until she was out of sight. He knew he would have to 
hurry if he wanted to stop by the Firefalls and still have time to purchase his 
beans. Twenty-seven minutes later, nearly out of breath, Stev was waiting at the 
exit. His package of beans under one arm and a small box tucked away in his 
pocket.
Stev felt his pulse quicken. He was mentally 
preparing himself for a life altering decision. He glanced her way when he felt 
T’Aiya’s presence draw near.
"Ready to go?" she asked simply.
"Yes I am," Stev answered T’Aiya and his own 
inner doubts.
After the pair had returned to the Essex, Stev 
purposefully flew the tiny craft across the Atlantic Ocean from the North 
American continent to Europe. He landed his ship at the Federation Spaceport on 
the outskirts of Paris, France. The hydrofoil he had Buffy charter to take them 
up the Seine River was waiting for them. Stev and T’Aiya entered the boat and 
sat down next to each other. Stev casually placed his arm around her shoulders 
and the two marveled at the sights seen from the windows.
When the ship stopped after the tour, the pair of 
Vulcans emerged from the hydrofoil and stepped out into a city that had been 
regarded as a City of Love, long before the native inhabitants had known of 
other races and cultures living out amongst the starry field which inspired 
them. Once again, Stev saw that Buffy had been true to her word. The horse drawn 
carriage was waiting for them at the dock. The driver was holding a white 
placard with Stev's name on it.
"Is this what you meant by a surprise Stev?" 
T'Aiya asked with a reserved expression on her face.
Stev grinned because he could see the delight in 
her eyes despite the expression on her face. "Yes, well no, I mean this isn't 
all of it."
The pair climbed up into the carriage. The driver 
snapped his reigns and the horse trotted off. The ride took the Vulcans through 
some of the more picturesque settings the city had to offer. Paris had changed 
little in 300 years. The new was skillfully blended in with the old; the 
monorail looked like it belonged with the Eiffel Tower. Even the gleaming glass 
tower which housed the offices of the United Federation of Planets didn't seem 
out of place.
As the carriage neared the UFP Building, the 
driver slowed the horse and brought it to a stop. Stev stood and opened the door 
for T'Aiya.
There was almost a look of disappointment in her 
eyes as she said, "This is the big surprise? I was not expecting a tour of the 
Federation's main office building."
"You underestimate me," Stev grinned. "The big 
surprise is yet to come and the UFP Building is not our destination." Indicating 
the other direction, he continued, "This is where we are going."
Stev lead T'Aiya across the street to an open air 
cafe. The Cafe des Artistes had all the charm that one would expect from a 
French cafe. The outside dining area was set up so that the view of the Eiffel 
Tower was not obstructed by the building across the street. The Vulcans walked 
to the entrance.
"Ah, monsieur Stev," the waiter said as the 
couple approached. "We have been expecting you. Your table is ready just as you 
requested."
"Merci," Stev replied as the waiter led them to 
their table.
"Stev, how did you manage the hydrofoil, the 
reservation, the carriage ride? I know you didn't do it enroute you were too 
busy telling me 'Rap-rap' jokes."
"Ensign Cary helped. She said it would be her 
pleasure to make sure we had a memorable evening. So far, everything has been 
ready just as I requested."
He then ordered for the both of them in fluent 
French. The waiter bowed and left to fill the order. As the waiter left the tall 
Vulcan spoke.
"T'Aiya, I was wondering if you could tell me 
just where you found Neila. I have never encountered a species like it before."
"Shifters like Neila were not uncommon on Antos," 
T'Aiya began as she caressed the spotted bangle at her wrist, "even though they 
seldom reproduce and have very long life spans. Because of the symbiotic 
relationship, a shifter tends to stay with one family, however, crossovers to 
other families and even other species were known to happen. That is why I hope 
some day to find another of Neila’s kind. Although these shifters are asexual 
and can reproduce alone, even shifters can get lonely for others of their 
species. Neila has been passed down through my mother’s family for 800 
Federation Standard Years," T’Aiya gazed thoughtfully at her little companion. 
Stev waited for her to continue.
"When we, uh, I was born on M113, the planet 
where my mother and father chose to live in peace, Neila and I were immediately 
compatible. So, while Neila stayed by my Mother, most of the time, it did form a 
bond with me. It was agreed that by Antosian custom, I would become Neila’s 
symbiant when my mother died. Well, that happened sooner than any of us 
expected."
"I was sixteen when an unusually violent magnetic 
storm caused a cave in at the ruins my parents were studying. Neila was the only 
survivor. I was too young for our bonding, but Neila’s life depended on it. As a 
result, we simply cannot be separated for more than a few hours."
She finished just as the waiter returned with 
their meal. The pair began to eat the meal and engaged in light dinner 
conversation. As they finished the meal, T'Aiya's face tightened for the 
briefest of moments. Stev noticed and paused; instead of inserting the last 
spoonful of chocolate mousse into his mouth he placed it back on the plate."
"Is there something the matter?" he asked.
"Your personnel record does not indicate why 
Vulcan sent you away vrekasht. It just states that you are an exile from your 
homeworld. You have never brought it up before and I was wondering if you would 
tell me why?"
Stev grinned slightly, Seeing T'Aiya's raised 
eyebrow he spoke. "It is no big secret. The actual reason is that the masters of 
the Kolinahr didn't want me disrupting their total control in the teaching of 
olzhika. I believe that Surak's teachings have been greatly misinterpreted by 
modern Vulcans."
Noticing that her eyebrow only raised higher, he 
continued. "I have read the journals of Captain Spock detailing his years of 
service under human captains. He mentions repeatedly that humans can arrive at a 
logical solution to a problem much quicker through the use of their instincts, 
something that springs from their emotions. I came to the logical conclusion 
that if instincts were quicker than logic in solving problems then I should not 
shut out my emotions completely."
"So you endeavor to let your emotions run free?" 
she asked.
"No, not exactly," he paused. "I control my 
emotions, but do not suppress them entirely. It still requires mental control 
but not nearly as much as suppressing them would. I have found that by letting 
my emotions run a little more free than most Vulcans I have the best of both 
logic and instinct," Stev stopped momentarily, a look of concentration crossed 
his face. I suspect that the Masters remembered the problems of the V’tosh 
ka’tur and the problems that Spock’s half brother have caused. To keep incidents 
such as those from happening again, the masters of the Kolinahr did not want 
that teaching made public. To keep their control, they forced my vrekasht 
through the government."
As T'Aiya's eyebrow came back down Stev made one 
last comment, "Right now my instincts are telling me that you are curious about 
the remainder of the surprise."
T'Aiya gave Stev a look that told him he'd 
guessed correctly. He stood, came over to her side of the table and helped her 
up. She took his offered arm and together they walked out. Curiosity won out as 
she asked.
"So, where is it?"
"You'll know when you see it," was all he said 
with an impish grin.
The couple walked down the street. As they 
continued the walk their arms slid down and each grasped the other's hand. 
Passers-by grinned at the thought that the city of love even worked its charms 
on Vulcans. They came to the Eiffel Tower.
"Would you like to see Paris from the top?"
"I don't know Stev. It will be getting dark 
soon."
"I've been told the city is especially beautiful 
at night. Shall we?" Stev made a sweeping gesture with his arm towards the 
waiting elevator.
T'Aiya nodded her assent and together the pair 
rode to the top of the famous tower. As the elevator came to a stop, the door 
opened and T'Aiya saw a red rose in a place where red roses are not normally 
found. Her inquisitive nature directed her steps over to it. As she walked she 
noticed Stev was following right behind. As she got nearer the fragile bloom she 
saw an old-fashioned envelope and hand inked line. It stated simply ‘T'Aiya’. 
Her curiosity piqued, she took the envelope and opened it.
Silence hovered over the top of the Paris 
landmark as she read the card inside. The intensity of sensations that she had 
held in check all that day suddenly broke free. T'Aiya found all the Vulcan 
walls of control within her slipping and for the first time since before her 
parents had died so many years ago, she smiled broadly. Slowly, she began to 
turn back towards her companion.
"Stev, I am deeply touched by . . ." she stopped 
as she completed her turn and saw him down on one knee.
"T'Aiya, I was unsure of how to ask you this," 
Stev began tentatively. "However, since we are on Earth, I thought following 
their customs would be appropriate," he paused. "Would you marry me?"
Stev stayed on one knee as he reached into his 
pocket and produced a small box. He waited for her response. Without saying a 
word T'Aiya walked over and grasped the small box. Opening it she discovered an 
Il'Licep Pearl nestled in a gold band. Wordlessly she took the band from its box 
and placed it on the fourth finger of her left hand, and then she offered her 
hand. Stev took it and stood. T'Aiya reached up and placed her fingertips along 
the right side of Stev's face. Stev reciprocated the gesture and together at the 
top of the tower they spoke.
"My mind to your mind: my thoughts to your 
thoughts: never touching and always touched: apart but never parted or apart yet 
one."
Sol continued on its path through the galaxy as 
Terra's rotation gave illusion to its setting in the west. The colors blazed 
through the atmosphere as twilight marched across the sky. The stars winked on 
casting their spell over the city. The two Vulcans stood there oblivious to it 
all and found themselves in each other's eyes.
Lexicon:
shonmano – Unbonded adult in romantic 
relationship
            (roughly 
analogous to human boyfriend/girlfriend)
olzhika - a distinct form of logic
V’Tosh ka’tur – Vulcans without logic
            (Vulcans that 
do not believe emotions should be suppressed, Sybok was one)